Sadness within me

Its a sad day for me as something really makes me cry terribly. I never think of it will happen to me again because i believe in miracle. But when mummy told me about it, i just broke down and cry. "why must it happens again? I thought all these while have already recovered." When something happens, it happens for a reason without my acknowledgement. As usual, i will definitely find my bestest bud to chat with. I'm not sure why i can't tell anyone but her. She's the one who always accompany and telling me almost everything because she went through the same situation before. Having a blog is one of my place to tell my ups and downs but if something really privacy, i would stay away from telling out here rather finding my best buds to chat with. Cry and cry is part of my day. Hopefully, everything will be okie just like how i tell myself. Face problem bravely and do the best for my final semester. As for mummy, i will always be there for you~~ Do not be sad as this is the fact we gonna accept. Face it calmly even though this gonna happen soon~~God bless the one i really love the most. Take away his pain and sorrow and love him as how he loves You.