The moment

Been waiting for this moment to occurs again!

Result was released today informed by my coursemate, Chiaw Ren. The moment she sms-ed me, my heart beat was damn fast..Feeling turns into more pressure while driving.

My mind was thinking how was my paper for Business ethics. Worry, worry, worry!!!

Checked my result immediately after i reached home...

My feeling was tumbling down...Be de bap, be de bup non stop!!!

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ALL PASS!!!!!


Thank God I've passed all my papers...Care-free, no more stress~~~

Disappointment

Hmmm Financial Derivative mark is out. Im very disappointed with the mark i got. Thought of getting this paper better, at least i got the chance of aiming an "A" for myself. But, it seems impossible for me now.

No study mood for now. Probably because of my mark?? Hmm i'm not sure...

2 more weeks to go for final. I hope i'll be able to cope my study before the days come...

Went to public library today. Not much people. Able to study for Corporate Finance, one of the subject that i'm afraid getting a "F*". F* means fail. Got to re-sit for this paper.

Another subject is cracking my head - Credit Management. The textbook damn "nice" to read. Read for 2 days but still can't get what it means.

Making myself damn pressure. Argghhh please help!! I need help!! I can't help myself!!!

Actually, 6 subjects really drives me crazy. Got to listen to Britney Spears song - drive me crazy from her first album - Hit me baby one more time. And yes! Baby, please hit me one more time please~~~~=.="

What the hack i wrote until Britney Spears pula?? See, you can see that i'm really depress and pressure....

Hopefully, i will back to normal again~~

Condition for today: 30/100 :(

Stressssss

Again~~ final exam mode. I'm not sure why i've been so stressful for this final exam a.k.a last exam in my campus. I'm not in my exam mood. Final is around the corner and yet i don't even touches any of the subject except Financial Derivative (FD). Niece of mine been crying all day long and i can't even study with all sort of noises surround me. E.g: niece and nephew voices, silly dogs barks (belongs to my neighbors), m-cycles, neighbor's loud music etc etc Damnit!!! Can't all these noises go away from me??

I've been trying so f*cking hard to study. Ahhhhh~~~ here comes again the dog's bark and m-cycles~~~~S.H.I.T!!! All i got to do now is to study middle of the night. My dark circle gonna come and visit me again!!

6 subjects waiting for me to study. I just wanna score well for the very last time of my exam. Another problem is that i don't even know my mid term marks. Just feels like wanna know my subjects marks so that i could know how much effort i need to put. Maybe some of you will say "just forget about the marks. This is not the time to worry bout that. Just think of ur final first".

Ahhhh, hopefully, all sorts of noise will go away...

I've been so stress and sad for about a week. Just to put a smilely face within myself. What the ****!! Why must i torture myself? Got to keep GOING on instead of keep HOLDING on!!!!